UNBELIEVABLE AS IT SOUNDS… I MET TOKIO HOTEL. ;D

(cues fangirly scream)

I’ll post a proper thing dissecting the entire experience in a few days’ time, but for now, here’s a couple of pics I took!

Zomg I know I look horrible in comparison to those specimens of perfection! Don’t judge me!

And yes I caught their special private showcase! Oh gosh I heartsxzxs them to death~

Haha ok that’s it for now, I’ve got to go back to work (T____T) and then somehow pack my bag for the trip to KL and finish all my work.

Let’s just say that… looking at my tweets now, well, they’re more than a little bit embarrassing. But then again, with the following picture, how can you not feel as though you’ve gotten an overdose of happiness when you look at Bill?

So. Apparently, our god-like creature opened a fashion show called DSquared in Milan! There’s quite a number of videos and pictures that’s made its way up onto the internet, so here are some of the links you can check out for more hot stuff to turn you into a gooey pile of mess, like I did.

So first up, here’s the articles:

• Bill Opened The DSquared Fashion Show! by Tokio Hotel Network
• Pics and Vids from DSquared and Z Zegna by Tokio Hotel Network
• Bill Kaulitz – DSquared Fashion Show by Tokio Hotel Street Team Singapore
• Twin Power Backstage at DSquared by Tokio Hotel Street Team Singapore
• Catwalk Premiere: Bill Kaulitz Models in Milan by Austria.com
• Bill Can Strut It Like No One’s Business by Tokio Hotel Hysteria

And of course, the pictures! Don’t worry. There’s pictures of Tom too, if you’re a Tommy fan. In fact, here’s one right now!

• DSquared After Party – 19.01.2010 by Tokio Hotel Network
• DSquared Fashion Show by Tokio Hotel Network
• Z Zegna Fashion Show by Tokio Hotel Network
• Pictures from DSquared Fashion Show compiled from the internet by me!

So there you go. Your very own new dosage of Bill Kaulitz-ness. And Tom Kaulitz-ness. Though, I’ll have to say, Bill is still cooler.

BECAUSE PEOPLE. PEOPLE.

IT. WILL. BLOW. YOUR FRIGGIN’ MIND.

Yes. It is just that good. So good, it can induce multiple visual orgasms or at least something like that because, otherwise, WHY AM I getting butterflies in my stomach when I look at these pictures of our beautiful, beautiful boys?

Let’s start with teh awesomeness.

You agree with me, RIGHT? THEY ARE AWESOME, ARE THEY NOT?

Gorgeous right? Right? Are you getting breathless as you look at the picture? I know I am.

So… Is it blowing your mind yet?

And even though I’m generally more of a Bill fan, this one makes Tom look numnum.

Are you getting these funny little phantom butterflies in your stomach, giving you a happy, delirious feeling of ecstaticness?

(AND YES I made up that word in that last caption because the current situation warrants it. And my brain has been fried beyond belief with the awesomeness that I can’t think of any other adjectives to describe them.)

But yes. I have been reduced to a pile of gibbering, breathless, squealing mush of fangirl. And it’s back to staring at their pictures with a lovesick gaze and lovelorn sighs.

Lately, life hasn’t been much. There are times when I feel like I’ve lost myself and my identity. I find myself asking, “Who am I? What am I doing?”. My dreams make me feel lost. They seem so hard to reach, so unattainable, so… impossible.

And then I see the videos about them and I look at them and think, “Hey. They’re still going on. They’re not giving up, they’re not caring about what others are thinking and they’re doing what they want to do. They’re living every second of their lives.”

That incredible willpower, that strength to go on and not care about what others think and to be able to stay true to who you are and not conform to what other people expect of you.

It’s just incredible.

And then, that’s when you get the strength to think, “I can be like that too. I can be strong. So I’m not going to give up, I’m not going to care what other people think and I’m going to make sure I live every second of my life. For myself. Because this is my life.”