its rainin9!

I was watching a documentary about Tokio Hotel. They’re really a huge source of inspiration, and I just really respect them for what they’ve done.

Lately, life hasn’t been much. There are times when I feel like I’ve lost myself and my identity. I find myself asking, “Who am I? What am I doing?”. My dreams make me feel lost. They seem so hard to reach, so unattainable, so… impossible.

And then I see the videos about them and I look at them and think, “Hey. They’re still going on. They’re not giving up, they’re not caring about what others are thinking and they’re doing what they want to do. They’re living every second of their lives.”

That incredible willpower, that strength to go on and not care about what others think and to be able to stay true to who you are and not conform to what other people expect of you.

It’s just incredible.

And then, that’s when you get the strength to think, “I can be like that too. I can be strong. So I’m not going to give up, I’m not going to care what other people think and I’m going to make sure I live every second of my life. For myself. Because this is my life.”