11.Oct.2008 It’s Friday!

Usually when I work at Popular, the time flies by real quick and before I know it, it’s closing and I’m a little.. sad, I guess, that the day’s work is over and somewhere in my mind I go “Aw man..”.

Today, however, was rather much different from what I’d expected. I was restless, bored, sad, tired and I felt like there was something… something that I was missing. I don’t know what, and haven’t figured it out yet, but I bet it’s related to something meaningful and useful and worthy doing that I hadn’t found yet.

Could it be my ambition? My dream job? My future?

What am I searching for? What am I looking for? What is it that is making me restless now, a tippity tappity pounding mish mash of adrenaline rushes and half remembered dreams? What is it?

I haven’t figured it out yet, so I guess… I’ll talk about yellow!

I chanced onto a group called Hello Yellow! [Ravel link], and since I have nothing fun to talk about yet, talking about a colour sure as hell seems a much better idea than anything else now.

Yellow.. is sorta my favourite colour, ‘cept that I don’t have much of it in my wardrobe or possesions. Maybe I’m slowing expanding, but I like it because it’s pretty.

It’s fun and happy and makes me think of sun kissed children running through fields of sunflowers (okay, corny but) and I hear laughter if I imagine hard enough. I see Pooh bear, the doltsy klutz who is so kiddish and cute. I think of the smiles of children, a little girl wih brown hair grinning widely that it looks like she closed her eyes, covered in flour and dressed in a pretty red dress.

It’s happiness and future possiblities, wondrous and lovely and beautiful in all its glory.