03.Jan.2008 New beginnings

Yay! It’s the new year!

Ain’t it amazing how fast time just flies? I sort of can’t really get it round my head that it’s 2008, and no longer 2007. Heh. It’s gonna take me a while to get used to writing dates with 08 as the year.

I’d actually wanted to write in much earlier, but somehow I got really doubtful about my writing skills and thus I strayed away for a while. Sometimes Doubt just grabs hold of you by the collar and says, “You can’t do it, you know it. Don’t make a fool out of yourself.” And then when you defend yourself saying, “I can. I have done it and I will.”

But somehow Doubt has already planted his seed into you, and it starts to grow. As it becomes bigger, your Confidence shatters and then you are scared. Fearful. Frightened.

You’re not so sure that you can do it anymore.

And that’s what happened to me, but well, as you can see, I’ve weeded my garden of Self and thrown Doubt away. And it’s going to stay away for as long as I can. And well, when I get kinda nervous, I guess I can try to do some weeding again.

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(2, 3, maybe 4 hours later)

Aww heck. I got distracted with chatting and then I forgot about my post. :/

Nevermind, I’ll write a nicer one next time.